Everytime i see you
Im watching you
Slowly fade away
Right before my eyes
A shadow of your former self
You sit in front of me
Still the same man
Yet so different
It hurts to see you
Fading away
Wishing you were who
You used to be
Remembering
Before time changed everything
Dear child,
the world isn't what you think it is
it's full of lies and deciet
no more flowers and butterflies
which you used to chase
Just the angels and demons in the night
that now you have to face
Cry all you want dear child
but no one will come running
comfort in here
is a thing of the past
Don't learn how to trust
in this world full of lies
and say goodbye now
to the love that once you knew
And dear child just remember
love and hate can co-exist
side by side in this world
where you will never know
who is wrong
and who is right
but the days will turn to weeks
turn to months turn to years
and one day you'll discover
Running from a past
that wont let her forget
lingering in that dusty corner
in the deep depths of her mind
no matter how hard she tries
How can shekeep running
when she's always being chased
hunted by her memories
waiting to catch her
in that moment when she stops
She will always keep on running
scared of what to face
the minute she stops moving
she doesnt know her fate
Everytime i see you
Im watching you
Slowly fade away
Right before my eyes
A shadow of your former self
You sit in front of me
Still the same man
Yet so different
It hurts to see you
Fading away
Wishing you were who
You used to be
Remembering
Before time changed everything
Dear child,
the world isn't what you think it is
it's full of lies and deciet
no more flowers and butterflies
which you used to chase
Just the angels and demons in the night
that now you have to face
Cry all you want dear child
but no one will come running
comfort in here
is a thing of the past
Don't learn how to trust
in this world full of lies
and say goodbye now
to the love that once you knew
And dear child just remember
love and hate can co-exist
side by side in this world
where you will never know
who is wrong
and who is right
but the days will turn to weeks
turn to months turn to years
and one day you'll discover
Running from a past
that wont let her forget
lingering in that dusty corner
in the deep depths of her mind
no matter how hard she tries
How can shekeep running
when she's always being chased
hunted by her memories
waiting to catch her
in that moment when she stops
She will always keep on running
scared of what to face
the minute she stops moving
she doesnt know her fate
I can tell its there.
Fear.
It tries to hide but lingers in your voice
Shaking.
Your eyes looking for something to grasp.
I believe its called hope.
Hope.
For what?
A better time?
Another place?
For the situation to better?
But it wont.
It can't
Sitting, playing,
Music loud and bright.
Taken from her very soul,
Her mood refelected in every note,
Happy, joyful.
I listened to her play,
Fuldilling my dreams,
With every note she played.
No more.
The life she had,
But has no more,
Tear stained cheeks and dark eyes.
Her lover gone,
Her dreams destroyed.
Blood stained wrists,
Slashes deep,
Every note like a dagger to my heart,
Every song lasts a life time,
A life time full of suffering,
Pain and sadness.
The flautist plays no more.
Once i knew a girl. A girl who could've been so much. The world to so many people, she was everything to everybody... But herself.
She was your star pupil. Straight A's, involved in all co-curricular. Outside of school she was just as larger than life, sports teams, productions, everything. If you could name it she was there.
Her best was all she would give, and her friends were put before herself.
Her cousins and family were so much her world, and music was her passion.
Nobody knew her secrets about her childhood.
She had the world at her feet, and was setting out to take on the world.
Until one day she couldnt move. Her whole body hur
Don't be fooled into thinking I am older than I am.. After all I am still younger than what you would think.. I just seem older.. Thats all
Current Residence: Victoria, AU. Favourite genre of music: Most Favourite style of art: Experimental, Retro, Alternative Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: iPod Personal Quote: There is no feeling, other than the extremes of fear and grief, that does not find relief in music
Why hello there everyone on this interwebs world.
Definatly havent been on here for a while, lifes been too hectic. Moved out of home, new job, starting study and now a new puppy. Never stops.
Im happy though :)
Oh did i mention new car.
Life is as complicated as ever, never really expected to be a step mum (not literally) before i was 20. But i wouldnt change a thing for the world.
I've grown up. Priorities change and life takes different directions.
Just go with the ride i reckon
Love
TJ
So nearly christmas again, how quickly time goes.
Sorry for the lack of updates but illness and hospital stays have prevented me from being in the DA world.
Looking forward to a new year, hopefully a little healthier than the last month or so.
Liking the warm weather, just not so much the tropicalness of it all. :P
Cheers
Hows things going in everyones worlds at the moment?
Im cruising along nicely, doing a lot of stuff with CFA, and working on my car.
This morning i lost my ebay virginity (lol) and bought a whole heap of stuff for my car.
Also if you ever want to know what my weakness's for guys are its a good personality. Take from that what you want. Oh, and being chatted up on the back of firetrucks lol.
I have a cold again as well which is really annoying.
Hi Talina, No worries! I will post a journal here on deviantART soon with dates and details in case you'd like to come as a visitor instead Take care, ~Sarah V